Feelings & Emotions

Feelings & Emotions are something that everyone goes through. Whether it's being happy, elated, excited to being sad, depressed, scared. There whole gamut of these things that one experiences everyday. But at times emotions makes you feel weird and contradictory things. On a Friday when you are heading home you are all excited about it. However once your home, and you have to confront all the idiotic issues, you wish you were back at work. Again when your back at work, after the weekend, you start having the Returning back home blues, along with the Monday morning blues. You go through all these contradictory feelings.

There are times when you are surrounded with friends and all of a sudden you feel lonely and depressed and you just want to be alone. The idea of hanging about with friends is to get rid of these emotions and feelings. But all of the sudden all you want is to be alone. And you actually can't recollect what triggered this reaction, when you asked for an explanation from irritated friends.

Then when you meet up with someone. You go to the trouble of messaging the person, trying to co-ordinate everything, even willing to travel. And all this person does is say they are lazy and don't like travelling. They also don't reply to messages promptly or pick up your calls. All this leaves you irritated, fuming, angry, and you swear you will never call them again. But the next thing you know you are calling up this person, because you really want to.

Sometime I really wonder what my emotion & feelings get me to do :(