It feels like hell when you know you have done something that has hurt someone, real badly. This guilty feeling becomes your unwanted companion. You know you cheated and and you wronged and there is no way of undoing the wrong that you have done. This clearly exposes your weak side, a dark side, that should be under lock and key. You know you have done something that hurt the one you loved and there is nothing you can do repair the damage. And what hurts even more that you really care and yet you end up doing such a stupid thing. It makes you want that your life just ends here, because you don't know what to do. Though you talk to friends who try to tell you that you are thinking too much, it still feels like hell, feels horrible.
How wished things would have been different. How wished what happened were never to happen :(
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